Obama '08

i've been anxious for 4 or 5 days now, since november has started. i can't sleep at all i wake up at 4:45 in the morning and toss for 3 more hours or until whenever i have to wake up.  i'm anxious because i'm scared of losing everything again and because my future seems so far away.

I'm watching that dude Spitzer on the news right now and his wife looks unhappy as fuck.  i wonder how much he's paying her to stay with him because that could be the only reason.

Old people will always fascinate me for the meer fact that their husbands or wives die and they still get up every morning, most of them, and do shit. how do you even deal with that kind of thing?