or bloody warfare massacre in my mouth?
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
2) Admissions Requirements
You will receive two confirmations that your application has been received: the first will be from the SUNY Application Services Center and the second will be from FIT.
The letter that you receive from FIT will include your assigned login IDs, PIN and Password which you will need to complete your application. It can take 3 – 4 weeks for this second letter to arrive "
Who can really wait around for 3-4 weeks for a letter to come? i'm too anxious for that type of thing. it's been eating away at my life. I just want to write this essay and get it over with and know my fate and all the what-nots.
I constantly read New York Magazine. yes, OMG, a revelation, there is a magazine to read besides the ever so popular nylon magazine, not that i don't read that either. anyways, there was an article in this issue about people who came to new york because they believed it was really going to be the place where " dreams come true" and that every second, minute, and hour something exciting would be going on. Then the article went into how these people decided to move to BUFFALO because all they really gained here was high rent prices. The article was crazy, i had no idea buffalo was the second poorest city in the U.S. and that $60,000 could get you a median / average sized house and that $300,000 could get you a mansion. $60,000 here will get you a hut under the boardwalk that a bum has been peeing on the side of for weeks.
I'm glad i'm an actual " New Yorker" and i know the real deal...but really.... did these people really think that a city where everyone wants to be and / or is moving because its " the city of dreams" wouldn't be tough fucking shit? seriously. But at least you have an office with french doors in buffalo
The article was good but it made me angry, just as the writer said it probably was.
p.s. i'm way too into the hillz
tomorrow is school and mouth surgrey ...where i'll probably have a panic attack and leave before i walk into the office
Monday, August 25, 2008
Today was my last full day of summer. the only thing i want to do was get my car washed to get loads of dirt an some egg off of it and i didn't even do that. i'm so miserable about summer ending and school starting in two days. i'm 50% glad i've picked up another day at work so i can pay all the money i owe faster. i want my essay application to come from fit real bad.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Monday, August 11, 2008
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Monday, August 4, 2008
there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I'm too tough for him, I say, stay in there, I'm not going to let anybody see you. there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I pur whiskey on him and inhale cigarette smoke and the whores and the bartenders and the grocery clerks never know that he's in there. there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I'm too tough for him, I say, stay down, do you want to mess me up? you want to screw up the works? you want to blow my book sales in Europe? there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I'm too clever, I only let him out at night sometimes when everybody's asleep. I say, I know that you're there, so don't be sad. then I put him back, but he's singing a little in there, I haven't quite let him die and we sleep together like that with our secret pact and it's nice enough to make a man weep, but I don't weep, do you?