Someday

sometimes i feel really lost, like the world is going to cave in on me. i hate this feeling because i can't get important things done like school work and sometimes i'll skip out on work.  its honestly a good thing i've been working there so long so they let things slide easier than others.  

i didn't even bother to write my fit essay because i don't want to go there. i just would like to go to hunter and do production and be behind the scenes and stuff. it'd be nice. i want to wear t-shirts that say "CREW" when i'm older.

i don't want to know as many people as i do. there are so few that are important to me, and those are the ones i go to for advice and try to protect in anyway i can. i wish i could only see all of these people all day long.

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