today i was describing how to a friend how he makes me feel so ugly and boring sometimes, like drew barrymoore in never been kissed and how i just want to  scream " i'm not josie grossie anymore!" and feel good again. they told me i was not josie grossie but drew at the end of the movie on the baseball field because the beach boys are playing.<3

i want to be on the same level as your friends or above again.

i'm going to transfer to f.i.t by the spring and hopefully have an apartment by november.

i want to go to california for my birthday and i have a 500$ airlines coupon, whos down?

everything on this island is so depressing...

I NEED TO RID.