there is about a month and a week of summer left which freaks me the fuck out because i have to do a lot if i want to transfer to FIT by spring. i'm scared of pe
rsonal things that might come up that are going to distract me from what i want and make my mind all cloudy. thats what usually happens and i can't let it! i need to go to the school this week, probably wednesday when i go get my new fake. i want to talk to admissions about my essay, apply there, and see if there any classes i should take at CSI that will benefit for FIT.
thursday i met nicole in the city at her job on 34th and we went down to houston and ate at this french thai place called elephant. i had green papaya salad with chili and lime which a side of curly fries. it was amazing. niggz told us they would fuck us so hard we'd have to smoke our entire pack of boggies afterwards. YEA
didn't go to sirenfest saturday because it was way too hot. its ok though because the line up wasn't that great at all. later though daniele and i went to bushwick to nikkis party. really fun, really hot. met cool people. on the way home i almost fought a girl on the ferry with daniele. she started with us because of past things that happened with daniele and her boyfriend , than sat at the back of the ferry and we had the whole other side of the ferry, which consisted of ghetto criminals, asking about her STDs and yelling at her. i didn't get home till 7 am and feel asleep fully clothed, shoes , bag, and all. i chain smoked all night and somehow managed to get through 3 packs of redz and now i've had this big ball in my throat ever since. i'm glad i found out everyons sign it was giving me anxiety that i didn't know them, which is sad. i remember kathelenn was really funny saturday but i forget what she was saying that was so funny.
its not that i don't believe what you say,
its just i'm scared you'll forget what you said you believed in.
where do i belong?
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