you were first on my list.

i've had the strongest urge for travel for about 4 months now.  i think its because when i'm in a relationship i just like to be with that person and i become a huge homebody and thats the experience i want to stick with.

now that its over i have the urge again. i can't wait to have more money so i can just get up and GO.

i'm going to transfer to FIT in the spring and probably choose a business major and then get into interior design.  This will be my thrid college i've gone too.  I hope i stick with this because i just find it really hard to stick to something you don't know if you'll like if you actually have a career in it.

i went to antik with nikki , her friends, carianne and daniele. karaoke is so much fun when you are shwasted. i wish nikki stayed longer.  i'm getting a fake id on saturday with mary so we can go out all the time because GUESS WHAT it's almost the end of july , how is there one more month of summer left?  everything just became so stressful and more tiring than anything and i most of forgot all about time...

once you knew a girl and you named her lover.

i don't want to love anymore.